e world

e world in front of my eyes.
lies a selfish person
who nv gives up
nv ending chasing e winning title
i wonder.
does she ever tire?
i wonder, will she ever stop?
i ponder, why.
somehow, i dont know.

hatred wraps this world like a big present
jealousy makes e wrapping paper green
joy makes one smile at e sight of receiving a present.
but. what about love?
it makes one go blind.

sometimes, even i myself dont know whether im in love
of whether ive found e right one.
but i do believe i have
i see my frens.
passing, pursuing e permanent pink heart.
but in e end,
its broken.

what can i say.
what can i do.
to change e way you feel.

i believe there's nothing called a one way hurt.
for it must hurt, in a way or another.
i think e best cure is to stand up on one's two own feet to fight that demon
e demon that clings you onto him.
give up.
why cant you?
cos u just need him.

-haha. (: just bang all my thoughts. suddenly realised one little part. my life has lost almost half of its meaning without him. e BBQ was great. attendance turned out surprising. i reached home at 12mn. bushed. speaking of which, i have this dream. i want george w bush to win.- (:

i hope lao gong hurries back frm bintan soon. its only a few minutes gone. and i miss him. tt's fatly fast. +hugs+